You think ‘Okay, I get it, I’m prepared for the worst’, but you hold out that small hope, see, and that’s what fucks you up. That’s what kills you.
I could never cheat on anyone. It’s the type of mistake and wrong doing I couldn’t live with. Knowing that you destroyed someone’s trust is bad, but destroying someone’s perspective on love is far too worse.
Smile as soon as you wake up. It’ll get you in a good mood for the rest of the day.
I feel like I am trying so hard to keep you around…
trying to keep you interested
what kind of life is that to live?
I cant do that anymore
I’m guessing this is what life is all about finding yourself and becoming comfortable with who you find…
I’m just hoping I like what I’m searching for.